Fallenemoangel - Fansly - 08 May, 2025
08 May, 2025
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Fallenemoangel - Fansly - 08 May, 2025
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my birthday is in a few days and i’m weirdly anxious about it i’ll be 20… and it feels so big and small at the same time like i’m still not so grownup in some ways, but also not part of me wants to hide and pretend it’s just a normal day and another part wants to scream: “look at me, i survived this far” hahaha
maybe i just want to feel a little less alone that day >< hear someone to say: “i’m glad you were born” :c
there’s this weird feeling i get when i think about my dream... like i’m standing at the edge of something big, but i can’t quite reach it yet><
it’s like looking at the top of a mountain, knowing you can climb it, but your legs are just too tired idk.. there is something holding me back, and i can’t take it anymore. i’ve been making it work, but it’s not enough :c
i can’t keep up with the games i want to play, and that’s the hardest part. i want to stream and be the best version of myself. i’ve worked so hard to get this far, but i feel like i want to go further and try something new.. i just need that one thing to make it all possible but idk if i should tell you yet untill i decide for 100%
◯ ☽ ◑ #gfe #pale #altgirl #daddy #thoughts #life #lifestyle #birthday #birthdaymonth #birthdaygirl ◐ ❨ ◯