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I’ve spent so much of my life looking at myself in the mirro..

25 Sep, 2021

Title: I’ve spent so much of my life looking at myself in the mirro..

Message: I’ve spent so much of my life looking at myself in the mirror. Before, it was to make sure I was as tiny as possible. Now - it’s in awe of how big I’ve grown. Constantly checking for new gains. Now, I genuinely don’t recognize the girl who stands heavily before me. I look huge. Bigger than ever. My face has changed entirely. Once a toned oval with bold cheekbones, now a round chubby face with a thick hanging chin. A wider stance. Heavy shoulders holding even heavier arms. A massive gut surging forward. Tree trunk thighs. Fuck, even my wrists are thicker. I was brushing my teeth just now and turned to the side for a moment. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and could not believe what I saw. I’m huge. My belly hang is HUGE. I even have very clear stretch marks on the back of my hips now. Its thrilling to feel myself grow at this pace again. It’s like a drug that I just can’t get enough of. Every new inch of flab that I notice only motivates me to grow more and more.