**💗A LITTLE ABOUT ME AND MY HIGH SENSITIVITY💗** I always th..
09 Apr, 2023
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**💗A LITTLE ABOUT ME AND MY HIGH SENSITIVITY💗**
I always th..
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**💗A LITTLE ABOUT ME AND MY HIGH SENSITIVITY💗**
I always thought there was something wrong with me.
Ever since I was a baby, I was a baby who felt differently. Only this baby didn't know that not everyone feels this way.
When I started seeing a therapist and thought I was going to be diagnosed, I was told there was nothing wrong with me, but I have a high sensitivity to everything.
It's not a trait. It doesn't make me better or worse than others.
Twenty percent of people are born with it. That's not a small number!
***What criteria did I use to figure out that I am a hypersensitive person?***
*1) I have a very hard time accepting any change. any change is a huge stress for me. any journey is a lot of tears. I can't switch quickly.
2) it physically hurts me from bright lights, loud sounds, loud conversations. it scares me and causes discomfort in my body.I want to turn off the volume of the world.
3) while having sex I see different pictures, which I do not make up, but they just arise chaotically in my head. it can be color, texture, place, objects... no benefit from it, but it is fun.
4) I can't do things I don't like. if I do make myself do something like that, I get hysterical. once I was invited to a birthday party at a place where they play board games. I don't like such places, but I went. I ended up having a strong tantrum, there were a lot of people around, but I didn't notice them. And so with different situations. So for example I only run a page by myself, because the agencies dictate the style of running and stamping sexting. it does not suit me. For the same reason I do not do all custom videos, only if it resonates with me. It doesn't give me a plus in this field, but it does give me a way to stay me.
5) I cry a lot. It's a way for me to release emotional tension. Tears in this case are not only from unpleasant moments, but also the shock of music or a movie, a flower, a butterfly...
6) I can't watch movies with violent scenes. It's too hard for me.
7) I like solitude very much, I need time to be alone. That's how I recover. Often, even when I'm in company, I can go deep into myself. Yes, it is probably strange, but all my close friends are used to it.
8) I am very sensitive to pain and can't stand pain at all.
9) high sensitivity helps me to look at the world more creatively. i don't have to be a copy, i just live my life. people often notice my clothing style, style of photos (probably less noticeable here, but still)
10) I have a keen sense of people's moods. Often another person's mood can affect me.
11) I get tired quickly. I never make more than 2 appointments in a day, I'm not enough for 3, ahah
12) Deep relationships and friendships are important to me. I'm not good at maintaining superficial communication. I try to find depth in every person. but not everyone is willing to let me into those depths. This I understand.
13) I take everything very deeply and constantly analyze everything. I need to think a lot before I make a decision. My friends say that I can't talk, I always talk about something concrete, it's important for me to analyze all the time.*
I think it's too long for OF so I'll stop here for now😅
I wrote this in case it's important for someone to get to know me better.
I'm not sure anyone will read it.
I would run this page with more facts about myself, but I don't know if anyone needs to.