Alright, I'm going to come out with it already... I'm polyamorous.

I know a lot of you have been assuming I got a divorce or at the very least, wondering why I haven't been shooting as much content with my husband. The truth is, we've been shooting porn together for 7 years now. Our home has been a set, our sex life was used to entertain others, and we never went out on a vacation without using that time to get more content. Don't get me wrong, there's so much good that came from that! After 7 years, though, it's wearing on us. We've made the decision for him to pull away from porn and to have some privacy in our relationship. Our home is now a HOME, and we have some privacy within our sex life again. It's been really good for us! We still shoot content together, it's just not a major priority anymore. After all, we have 700 scenes out there. I also want to note that my husband is demi-sexual (he only likes sex with people he emotionally connects with) and I'm hyper-sexual (I enjoy sex and a lot of it). It's been emotionally exhausting for him to perform the way he has been, for a job that I thrive in.

During this process, I've discovered I'm polyamorous. I want to be able to explorer my feelings and wherever they may lead me when it comes to connections I may/may not have with other people. Wether sexually and/or emotionally. You guys know my brand has always been focused around the fact I'm married and monogamous. I even made it a personal goal to win an award as a married, monogamous woman (which I did at the 2023 Xbiz Awards). I haven't said anything because this is a fairly new revelation and I wanted to process it without the judgement, opinions and stresses my fans will inevitably put on me.

I'm only telling you guys now because although marriage and monogamy was my brand this entire time, there's one trait that's even more important: authenticity.

So, I feel like I should rip off the bandaid and say it. I've been really nervous and scared because it essentially feels like I'm "coming out". I hope you can understand that I'm a human being and it's healthy for me to change as I age. If not, then that's okay too.

Thank you for reading! 🫶🏻