Got told what’s wrong with my back is Degenerative disc dise..
Got told what’s wrong with my back is
Degenerative disc disease and facet arthrosis.
I’m going to be referred to a physical therapist but :,) idk what to do with this information. I guess just cry a lot lol.
Idk guys. I’m really trying here. I’m trying to boost my self esteem up, I’m trying to be a happier person, I’m trying to just live and I just feel like I’m knocked down right now.
I feel the worst I have ever lately. Just mind, body and soul. I was thinking I was probably just majorly depressed over all of my health stuff and once it’s figured out I’ll be okay again, but like degenerative discs ? Am I going to feel like this forever??? I wake up crying because I’m in pain, I just I don’t know if I can keep doing this.
I break down everytime I get a chance to be on camera because I don’t feel good enough. I feel not good enough in any aspect. I feel so ugly, i just I don’t know.
I’m having such a hard time I’m so sorry. If anyone can just reach out right now it would mean the world. I feel so pathetic that I’m breaking down on onlyfans but I think I just need support.
