⭑ I want to be very blunt, cause some of you are
upset with my inconsistent communication.

I give this as much time as I am able to.
I only have so much of myself to give. I try my best to respond, post and stay on top of my onlyfans. All i can say is I’m not perfect,
I try my best, and I give what I can and If what i do isn’t good enough for you, then move on.

I show yall the most intimate parts of myself
hoping that yall can just appreciate what i do share, cause it takes a lot for me to share so much of myself. I’m so vulnerable, always honest with u guys, and I’m communicating with so many of you.

And I just want to let it be known that irl I’m
horrible at over the phone communication.
On onlyfans I do so much talking, more than I’m used to, and I do it as often as I possibly can.
In real life I’m a person that doesn’t talk much, I’m a very very simple human that enjoys the simplest of things.

Like showers, food, funny ass shit, the sky, the changes in weather, sex. I love silence sometimes, I love doing nothing and just fucking existing.
I love ALL kinds of music, all sports, I like debating and playing games like chess and backgammon,
I like to stay active.
I don’t have all the time in the world on my hands, even when I do have time I don’t always do the right stuff with it, sometimes I fail to make the most of my time.

I want y’all to know I share because it makes me feel free and confident. I feel so much power in what I do. I just hope yall can learn to understand me a bit better (for those that care).

I can’t express to yall my daily workload, can’t
express the amount of pressure I am under.

I’ve gained so many responsibilities in such a little span of time. I am struggling with weed n alcohol addiction which fucks with my mood, my focus, my motivation to do the things I need to do.
I have dogs I play with, I exercise for at least an hour or more everyday, I got a bit of physical labor work I do on property, I cook breakfast lunch and dinner at home every single day. Y’all understand how long it takes to clean, cut, prepare, cook food? Meal prep? Cooking for 2 people, more than just yourself?

And I spend a lot of time trying doing things for myself to keep myself sane, like sitting outside
enjoying nature, watching the sunsets and the stars at night, breathing fresh air, sitting or working out in the sun, smoking, drawing, reading, learning, watching new shows.

Sometimes I’m so overwhelmed by how much there is to do I end up doing nothing, I’m quick to burn out. That’s just me. Hope yall can accept me, the good and the bad & just take it easy on me 🤷‍♀️ im doin my best and I hope yall can see beyond where I fail and just appreciate what i give ,
cause i give yall so much of me.