in kitten’s house, the cows milk you 🐮 evening cow photo d..
11 Jan, 2021
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in kitten’s house, the cows milk you 🐮
evening cow photo d..
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in kitten’s house, the cows milk you 🐮
evening cow photo dump + edits I thought were cool + my music set up coming along + update post.
get lots of rest tonight so you can tackle your week as ur best self and also bc u deserve it!!
it’s about to get REAL personal so stop reading if u don’t wanna get to know me like that lol which I don’t blame u bc I am a cancer moon and I get reeallllllll emotional
if you’re still here a month after my 25th trip around the sun thank you so much and I am grateful for u. things have been tough for the last week and if you can’t tell I’m behind yet again. these last two weeks have shown me that I am operating my OF and my life in general veryyyy inefficiently. I’m trying to run it the same way I did when I first started without adapting it to the growing number of subs (I love you guys so much thank you for taking a chance on me 🥺) and I find that i’m not able to maintain the same kinds of relationships and conversations I used to with long time subs and new ones which sucks a lot. pair that with the never ending bugs in onlyfans messaging and it’s just ahahdjsns. especially bc talking to u guys always results in me sittin there laughing my ass off or smiling like a lil goon and I appreciate that you take the time out of your day to tell me sweet things and encourage me 🥺 not to mention all the awesome anime/game/music recommendations and cute pictures of ur fur babies 🥺😭💝 and also all the cum whenever I ask for it 🤤
I want to be able to give newer subs who want to chat a good personal experience, and I want to give long time subs or big/consistent tippers more love, but I’m not sure how to balance it with the uncooperative interface and also my mental health. A lot of things floating around in this dumb kitten’s head all day. I’m struggling to find the balance between taking care of myself, my cat, performing well in my bachelor’s program, my relationships, my home, and work. I had a lil meltdown after my allergic reaction and tried to jump back in before I was ready and ended up rubberbanding again.
but I’m optimistic!! I have a feeling things will be different this time bc tonight I get to talk to a veteran in the industry about how I can clean up my business model so I can spend less time thinking about thinking about things and more time actively working towards completing my goals, running a solid page and making sure I give myself plenty of self love/care all the while. I feel like I’m making my way out of my chrysalis rn. it’s been so rough but I’m excited to see what kinda butterfly I’ll be 🦋 hopefully you’ll stick around long enough for me to reply to your message, and maybe see me fly? ✨🌹🌿🦋 if you’ve made it this far and don’t hate me thank you for supporting me as I am. it means more to me than I know how to express to you, but I will figure something out!! I luv u so much, have a hot meal and give yourself some extra TLC tonight since I can’t give u a big chesty hug. 💖
also I’m lowering my sub price to $15 but if the leak issue comes back it’s going back up to $20 I hope U understand lol. I wanna give y’all an affordable nut pls keep me safe